Indecision's a bastard. But indecision and laziness? That's a fucking death sentence.
I can't make up my mind as to what I want. In everything. I've just lost my ability to make any sort of decisions, which is rather sad. I don't know what I want from certain people, I don't know what I want to do- I don't know what I want for dinner. And when you can't decide what you want for dinner, things are pretty bad.
I need something to focus on, but I have no idea what that should be. I say that I don't do the things I want to because I'm at school for eight hours a day, but that's a load of bollocks. I just don't know what I want, and not knowing what you want is akin to not doing anything at all- in my case at least. It's shit. I know that it's decision making time, but when you can't decide on anything at all that can prove tricky.
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